I know I have not been posting much, but my mother has been at the hospital since december and I’ve been doing regular trips to the hospital, so I don’t have much time for myself.  I made this reading at the end of january but just came about to finish writing it down.  I’m reusing the same spread of last time since I like it so much.

HOUSE: Ace of Grails & Seven of Knives

I think these cards could be about two things.

The first is that my mother’s health has been very bad recently and she has spent over a month at the hospital, and she’s not out yet.  I love her and care for her but I’ve been feeling helpless not knowing exactly how to help her while she’s at the hospital and unable to take care of her things.  Since she has never made a mandate in case of incapacity, I cannot access anything or do anything in her name.  Most of the things I did in january got me nowhere.  And since my mother is still at the hospital I will be in the same situation in february.

The other thing is that my relationship between my brother and I has always been rocky but we hit a wall recently.  I love and care for my brother but he has built these unreachable walls.  I learned a few things from him very recently, and it has left me upset and angry.  But I cannot reach him in any way.

HEALTH: Daughter of Skulls + Lord of Skulls

I think it will be important for me to be extra grounded this month to avoid exhaustion.  With all these trips and the stress my mother’s condition is causing me, it’s important to find time for myself to ground and relax.

LOVE: Two of Scepters + Eight of Scepters

I will channel energies to open myself and bring love to me.  Possible encounter or chatter over the internet with someone.

MATERIAL: Daughter of Grails + Daughter of Scepters

New love and passion will arise this month which will make me spend money on new shiny pretty things, like a tarot deck, an oracle and a cute messenger bag.

MONTH: Lord of Knives

Well, I’ve spent the month doing trips to the hospital, same for last month, and it will continue throughout the month.  I’ve just heard about a spiritual trip to Wales for 2013, and while I’m broke I’m tempted to try to go there so that could be that too.

I’ve decided to try out monthly readings so I went looking for one on Aeclectic Tarot Forums and look in their Spreads subforum.  I found there a year spread that I like that I’ve decided to modify to make it fit for a monthly reading.

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HOUSE: Ten of Grails & Justice

I’m guessing this has to do with my new landlord.  My new landlord decided to raise the rent and add an extra of 20$.   I didn’t fall for his excuses for raising the rent so I’ve decided to contest the raise and I sent him a bailiff after he refused the recommended  letter I sent him.  So I’m waiting for the Regie du logement to send me an answer so we can both go in front of a judge and let the judge decide about the raise.  So I’m guessing with the Ten of Grails next to Justice the judge will go on my side and I won’t have to pay the raise.

HEALTH: XII The hanged Man & Queen of Scepters

I’m guessing with me being sick and disabled the Hanged Man here tells me I’ll lack energy and I’ll be down and I’ll have to be careful about that.  One of the symptom of my disease is fatigue, so I have to manage the little energy that I have.  The Queen of Scepters may mean that the sun and the heat will have negative effects on me this summer, or that while the start of the month may be difficult for me I’ll have more energy toward the end of the month.

LOVE: Daughter of Knives & Eight of Scepters

Well, this could mean I’ll have news about a baby a friend is having.  Or maybe this mean that I’ll communicate with someone through messages, emails and the internet.  I’m a Swords person so I often come out as one in readings but since I’m here as a Daughter this could be something that is new that will start or that has recently started that will continue.

MATERIAL: Five of Skulls & Daughter of Scepters

Obviously I will worry and be anxious about my material situation in the coming month, but the fiery and bold Daughter of Scepters tells me I’ll overcome it and do my bext to overcome whatever comes my way.

MONTH: Two of Knives

I will try to harmonize different elements and balance them throughout the month.  I will be indecisive about certain matters.  I may reconcile with someone that month.  I will try to be impartial.  I will have some tension about something or someone.